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Positivity EP

by Risking It All

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1.
N/A 01:16
(Instrumental)
2.
Mind Games 03:12
There's a voice in my head screaming I've had enough. But I don't listen till the damage is done. I've ran out of time and things to blame. Yeah I guess I'm insane, I must fucking be insane. This is where I draw the line. I know I tried, I can't control my mind. This is where I draw the line, these cycles are endless. But this is where I draw the line. Is it worth saving my life tonight. I'm fucking sick and tired of all these mind games. I'm fucking sick and tired of not sleeping in days. My eyes won't shut till I fix what I started, but I can't seem to find my way, out of these mind games. My pulse has me shaking, veins are depleting; my conscience is caving, my words have no meaning. If this is what faith is, I don't wanna feel it. If this is what faith does, I'm better without it. I just can't pray for better days; there's no fucking answer. He won't try to save me, he must fucking hate me. I just can't pray for better days. I want you to fix me, but you're the one who ruined me.
3.
I can break the fall. Don't still your breath. Keep your heart beating. They push you off the edge cause they don't understand what it feels like to lose all faith in reality. Please fight the pain, stop holding your head down, and telling yourself that you're afraid. There's so many options to get you through the day. I've seen it everyday, I can show you there's better ways. Come down from your breaking point, join me hand in hand to a better place. Wash away all the feelings inside, take back all the tears you've cried. There's beauty here, you can't find unless you're alive. Even if you're dead, dead on the inside. Let the light gleam through the shades, let this feeling fade away. Stop pretending it's too late. You can still make a difference. Give yourself a chance, stop second guessing the power you have. You can still make a difference. Stop second guessing the power you have. I want you to know it's ok to be broken. They say that you're worthless, that you don't have a purpose, and you're at the edge and their pushing you off. Well, I'm at the bottom waiting to break the fall. There's beauty here, you can't find unless you're alive. Even if you're dead, dead on the inside. Let the light gleam through the shades, let this feeling fade away. Stop pretending it's too late. There's a more subtle place, for your mind to cope, with everything you drowned yourself to hold. Don't let it go, but don't hold it in, face your life headfirst and your troubles will dim.
4.
There's a mystery in every road I take. Am I being pushed in line. I don't make my own choices, this life can't be mine. We see an image of a stunning design. But I need to know where it came from. Just give me a sign. The illusion of grace brings me back to say that I had my doubts before. Was this really a trick my head played on me. I'm standing behind closed doors of humanity. Can't control what is fake, this is all a belief that I tied myself between. Tell me more about the hope you found, ‘cause I had it once and watched it all fall down. Share with me a piece of your heart, ’cause I'll break it in half. My heart's a fucking ghost town. The illusion of grace brings me back to say that I had my doubts before. Was this really a trick my head played on me. I'm standing behind closed doors of humanity. This is all a belief. I saved myself. There's no grace inside me. I don't owe you anything.
5.
Doubt is a message spread by the ones who didn't try enough, who didn't strive enough. It takes more than you're willing to give to create the portrait you painted to live. Just let every word that set you back pass right through you. Search inside to find the white light to consume you. We weren't born to die with unfinished decisions. never fucking tell me that we can't have this. What the fuck did we break our own backs for. Not to let it die when we don't feel it anymore. I refuse to grow old, and rewind on the things I never came back to. I fucking let it all go. Soon you will see everything we've grown to be. Stretching the walls set on our dreams we hope to be not just a key, but the hope to start clean. It won't be easy, don't tell me something I already know.
6.
Memories 02:25
I'm so close to my grave. But I know I can be saved. I won't let this memory feed on me.
7.
Adolescence 03:23
I see you cornered off again; feels like no ones around for you. Just a needle that's rusted and overused. So pierce the vein that once pumped blood to a kind heart. Blemish a work of art. Guess you never thought how we felt. I know it never crossed your mind, ‘cause your mind is blurry and faded, and all you care about is getting higher. With every hit you take, it hits me harder. I can't break you away, but your breaking me. With every glance you give, I see no expression; just another blank stare at adolescence. I'd say open up your eyes, but I can already see. They're bloodshot and weary. You won't listen to me. You never listen to me. The higher you get the deeper you hide; this new you is exposed and I can't see the real you anymore, no matter how hard I try. Don't live a life where you only rewind. Take on a new one and leave the old one behind. I know you push back your worries, your fears, your struggles and all, but I need you to come back one day and face them all head on. With every glance you give, I see no expression; just another blank stare at adolescence. I'd say open up your eyes, but I can already see. They're bloodshot and weary. You won't listen to me. You never listen to me.

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released March 27, 2015

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