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Searching For Defeat

from Man Made Disaster by Risking It All

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If you can't stand to see me happy,
I'm sorry I ever came.
I'm here to ruin your life anyways.
I'm here to ruin your life anyways.

If the walls we built come down one day,
Is it because you suppressed me!

How can they say I should've held on?
That this is all just in my head.
Am I too blind to see the things I lost?
I think I'm losing it again.

I think I'm losing it again.

Don't forgive me. Just forget me.
The road I paved is out to get me.
Every second's always filled with doubt.
You made me feel casted out,
Now I can't get that feeling out.
I'll keep collecting my thoughts
And proving you wrong.

The force that cripples you and me isn't our defeat.
The force that cripples you and me isn't our defeat.
I still believe
The force that cripples you and me isn't our defeat.

How can they say I should've held on?
That this is all just in my head.
Am I too blind to see the things I lost?
I think I'm losing it again.
I thought God would save me,
But you were there instead.

Challenging me to move on;
To pick up this cold soul
and breathe in life again.

To think that this whole time...
I just needed to think. I just needed to think.
I just needed to think for myself.

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from Man Made Disaster, released January 13, 2017

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